…on putting my design school stuff up on the internet, thus far.
I don’t like it. Being a beginner, I don’t like it.
- I don’t want to be judged
- I don’t want to be copied
- I don’t want my thought processes exposed as they are private
I think the last point is what most people don’t understand, especially academics. It seems most people love telling their story – how they got from A to B – but as a visual person, I find writing excruciating. (The current irony does not escape me.)
‘Reflecting’ on my creative process turns into a step-by-step instruction rather than a more meaningful examination of my internal workings, which I would not want to reveal either-way – I have no ego.
The design course so far does not allow for exploration. I feel I am first an artist, then a designer. As an artist, it is paramount to have space to create and evolve, which the course does not allow for. The Learning Activities given make me feel like a lab rat doing menial tasks just to get to the next stage.
However, there was one mandatory assignment that I enjoyed. It was a practical application, working with a real world design project. I found that fulfilling as I was able to collaborate with my client and produce something of use.
All the other learning activities I have read and taken note of the leaning, however, my personal style is to create functional and minimalist designs. Too many colours and typographies and complex layouts, I feel, lower the quality of a design.
Thus, I am caught between a rock and a hard place. Do I stay true to my developing style as a graphic artist, or do I throw everything into a design to prove that I have learnt the myriad of techniques and concepts within my course? Which is more valuable in the end?